It's easy to see how you can regret that decision. But don't be too hard on yourself. At the time you just weren't able to face seeing her in that condition. I'm sure she understood.My grandmother was dying of brain cancer, and we were all supposed to go and see her and talk to her, but I just couldn't make myself go. She asked for me, and I wasn't there. She died a few days later. I learned a hard lesson in love and loss, and I will always feel terrible and disgusted with myself for not forcing myself to go and be with her.
I let someone special walk away.
....but at least you did it......YOUR WAY.Regrets? I’ve had a few.
But then again, too few to mention.