We celebrated yesterday with our son, daughter in law, grand dog and grandson to be. I am struggling a bit as it’s coming up on the first anniversary of my dad’s death, 1/1/23, 87 years old from suicide. They stayed overnight, we had a nice breakfast and they headed home as they work tomorrow. We will spend NYs together as a family to get through the anniversary. However, our underlying concern, which we didn’t talk about over our Christmas festivities, our daughter in laws AFP result was high. She is going to be scanned on Thursday morning to see if baby has spina bifida. She may also need an amniocentesis. Just not feeling it this year. We do realizes we are blessed to have each other and a strong family unit.