Iām prone to these epic, surreal, and highly unsettling dream/nightmare sequences. I literally had a trio last night and I canāt shake it. I know itās all symbolic, including the most heinous stuff that happened, but itās still alarming.
The dream started in my backyard. Weād put in a pool but drained it due to issues. It was nighttime and I went outside because I heard something. It was a rat and I killed itā¦ like stepped on it and crushed it like a bug. Then a baby showed up in the same drainage tubing as the rat. I didnāt trust that it was an actual baby, so I killed it like the ratā¦although it took more effort. My family was horrified, but I was just focused on disposing of it all. Next thing I know, Iām in an office setting with people I worked with over 20 years ago. I remember thinking that the baby stuff must have worked out, just to be handed a large goat that I was supposed to hold and keep calm at all costs. The goat wound up urinating all over me and nobody seemed to notice i existed when I put it down. When I got up to clean up, the goat split into several smaller goats and were blocking my way. It was especially strange because a girl I disliked but tolerated professionally showed up and loudly announced herself and how sometimes she has to be out for a while if sheās sick ( she was never sick in real life). I tried to climb over the goats to get away from her and clean up just to end up in an old house with mutant dogs roaming around. Some were sweet and some were aggressive. I managed to get downstairs just to find more mutant dogs as well as family and friends. My husband said it was time to go, but when I went outside, a couple of mutant oversized pugs with weird ruffle necks wouldnāt leave me alone. DH wanted to know if I was going to get the car, but in a panic, I noticed it was gone. It was supposedly parked inside the living room and a friend offered to pull it out when I freaked out and refused. The mutant dogs kept biting at me as I tried to get in and everyone was standing around us, staring, with this creepy look.
An incoming text woke me up. It was just so bizarre and unsettling. Iāve found a lot of symbolism explanations, including the disturbing baby stuff, but this is one thatās going to stay with me for a while.