I am so sorry.
For what it's worth, just from reading your posts it sounds like you've been the most incredible wife, partner, advocate, nurse, protector, and mother over the past 35 days. You've handled one of the most difficult situations I could imagine with such grace, strength and care for your husband. Now that he is at rest, I hope you will be surrounded by others ready to take care of you like you've taken care of your husband and kids. I wish there were more I could do than pray and post condolences, but I hope you know that your family's journey has impacted us and I will carry your story with me for a long time. I will continue to pray for you and your children in the days to come.