I wanted to take a moment and thank everyone. It is very kind of each and every one of you.
To those who have been through similar, I am so very sorry.
I am very glad to read others have pulled through. Our counsellor has recommended compassionate friends, I just haven't called yet. Perhaps soon. For now it is surviving, just day to day.
We are blessed with amazing, kind friends and family who literally did everything , because I can't recall the first few days, but they fed us, slept here(probably on watch). My best friend is almost always here, I am not sure I could have made it without her to be honest. I need to get stronger for my son now.
Once again, thank you.