Hi Guys...LIFE has not only taken over but I think it's tied me up and held me hostage....*sigh*
RANT WARNING:
Today was not a great day for me...just "one of those days" as the saying goes. I'm feeling way overwhelmed suddenly. Between teaching a ton of classes and driving about a half hour each way to get to them, trying to get caught up on holiday shopping (ugh...still not done), trying like crazy to keep up with training despite weather, parenting and holiday obligations and trying to make my house look more like a home and less like it should be shut down by the health department and preparing for girl scouts and class parties and ARRGGHHHHH *where's the pulling your hair out smiley*. My kids are so busy...I'm pretty much handling everything solo these days....I'm just about at wits end tonight. Marathon training just suddenly feels like this huge weight on my shoulders. I love exercise...I love the marathon training....I can't wait to get to WDW...but the training has me down today. I skipped my run. Went out to do it...all bundled up in this horrible icy cold weather....started to run when I realized I had forgot to wear my jogging bra. CANNOT run without one of those babies. Soooo I walked back to the house...totally aggrivated....and took off my sneakers and laid down and took a nap. Yep. Just went to sleep.
Sick of the cold...sick of the snow and the ice and the wind. So laying in a warm bed...with all my running gear on...made total sense at the time.
RANT ENDED
Thank you all for listening to me complain. I just needed to type that stuff out. Ahhhhh....I feel better...cleansed....able to carry on
. I'm really really sorry for the whole "woe is me" post LOL. I just need to let it out and you guys are an easy way to do that. I'm totally fine...I just needed to vent. So thanks!
I woke up an hour later feeling guilty...probably more stressed and had to go teach. But I hopped on the ski machine to get 30 minutes XT. Earlier in the day I did work with my Pilates trainer for 90 minutes so at least I managed to get training in today. But now I've messed up my whole week in terms of running. Oops.,,
So tomorrow...a day that is just as busy....I will try to get those stupid 6 miles in.
Sooo...I have to say...
Christa: Thank you so much for stopping by my journal and offering your encouraging words. I respect you so much as a runner and biker! I aspire to get those bike miles when the weather starts to cooperate. It was really uplifting to see those nice words you put in my journal. Thank you for stopping by
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Scotty....Wow...thanks for wishing me happy b'day today. My kids didn't even remember LOL. They still haven't figured it out. But that's life lol...they can't remember to brush their teeth so how do I expect them to remember it's my birthday LOL...especially without anyone reminding them. And I'm not going to do that...a b'day one week before Christmas is really just poor timing...everyone is so stressed and caught up in the holiday stuff that it's totally understandable...so my feelings never get hurt
. But I really appreciate you taking the time to wish me a happy birthday today. Bright spot in my gloomy day!!
Stacie: Yes...1:00 pm at Pecos Bills. You guys have NO IDEA how excited I am to meet you all in WDW! Yay!!!! I need this vacation...phew....cannot wait. Hold on...did I just call running 39.3 miles a vacation??? Oh my...the psychosis is getting worse
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Laurie: Thanks for stopping by! I'll check out your journal soon
. Take care of that knee. XT is a great idea...rest it up so you show up healthy!!
Beth and Tracy:
I appreciate the support.
THANKS everyone..honestly...I come here and read your posts and it really helps me to stay motivated and inspired. Love you guys!