lillygator
DIS Veteran
- Joined
- Dec 27, 2003
I had an old wish journal but since I "failed" and went off track I figured I would start a new one......
but first, let me introduce myself.
My name is Vanessa, Bad Girl extraordinaire, a 31 year old mother of two princesses (3 and 1) and wife to the only Charming!! My Bad Girl motto for this journal is nothing tastes as good as thin feels I dont know about you, but there is nothing better than slippin in to those skinny jeans and knowing you look good I mean get a whistle from across the street good.
I am a "lifetimer" at WW, but that was prior to having children. Since having my second daughter I am struggling with my weight...I am not gaining, but I am not losing either. Im at a stand still and feeling frumpy, mom-ly and just in general not the Bad Girl bod I want.
I have 22 pounds to lose to get to the weight WW thinks I should be.....personally I would like to be 10 pounds lighter than that...but I am shooting for the first goal of 22 for now.
I am going to try Atkins religiously for the next two weeks, officially starting tomorrow...now I know what you are thinking, yeah right tomorrow .but I only came to the seriousness of my situation after I started off this morning with a bag of pretzels not a big bag the ones out of a snack machine. It was somewhere around 35 grams of carbs so WOW that blows Atkins right out of the water but for lunch I am eating a cheeseburger no bun and some broccoli with water for dinner I have chili in the crock pot, so the royal family can feast on that while I have a salad. My mouth is watering already.
My goal right now is to get through the induction phase, which is 2 weeks. I plan on not even having a lick of alcohol and sticking to water only. I have to stay within 20 grams of carbs per day. After the 2 week period Ill gage where to venture next .I am hoping I will post a loss .a BIG one!
I can do this. I really can.
It all starts with me, only me. I am the only one who can change myself.
And I plan on rewarding myself along the way .I am trying to think if things right now. Maybe Disney $$ for every pound lost, new goods at certain check points Ill have to think on it and maybe even get Charming in on the deal. *note* discuss with Charming this evening J
Today on my lunch hour I went to the Y and did 30 minutes on the bike and 100 crunches. I did that yesterday as well. In addition to the Atkins, for the next two weeks I am going to go to the Y every day for lunch, then Ill taper off to three days a week. I can do it. (self encouragement) its only 2 weeks. 2 weeks is nothing. Nothing people. Ill probably be in here a lot the next two weeks trying to keep motivated and on track. So ye have been warned!
We are heading to the World in May and I want to look better than a cow in stilettos. I want to look good, damn good. Hence the jumpstart on Atkins. I realize I wont lose 22 pounds in the next 50 days, but who knows gotta start somewhere.
7 weeks from today, thats what I have. I can do it. I can be lighter. I can be a loser. I can and I will be lighter by the time we leave in May.
Tonight may be a struggle the first night. My princess starts swim lessons so at least we will be out of the house until 6:30 or so. Shes a lucky gal tall and thin and some days I would bet she has a tapeworm.
And good ole American Idol is on. I will do crunches while watching and squats through the commercials. Thats the ticket. I will get my skinny, non-mom jeans out of the closet where they are collecting dust and hang them on the fridge. I will get in to them, eventually. I will get back to a Bad Girl bod just you wait and see.
Bad Girl affirmation for today: Good Golly, Im a Hot Tamale! (taken from the officially Bad Girl calendar)
Ill depart with, nothing tastes as good as thin feels.
but first, let me introduce myself.
My name is Vanessa, Bad Girl extraordinaire, a 31 year old mother of two princesses (3 and 1) and wife to the only Charming!! My Bad Girl motto for this journal is nothing tastes as good as thin feels I dont know about you, but there is nothing better than slippin in to those skinny jeans and knowing you look good I mean get a whistle from across the street good.
I am a "lifetimer" at WW, but that was prior to having children. Since having my second daughter I am struggling with my weight...I am not gaining, but I am not losing either. Im at a stand still and feeling frumpy, mom-ly and just in general not the Bad Girl bod I want.
I have 22 pounds to lose to get to the weight WW thinks I should be.....personally I would like to be 10 pounds lighter than that...but I am shooting for the first goal of 22 for now.
I am going to try Atkins religiously for the next two weeks, officially starting tomorrow...now I know what you are thinking, yeah right tomorrow .but I only came to the seriousness of my situation after I started off this morning with a bag of pretzels not a big bag the ones out of a snack machine. It was somewhere around 35 grams of carbs so WOW that blows Atkins right out of the water but for lunch I am eating a cheeseburger no bun and some broccoli with water for dinner I have chili in the crock pot, so the royal family can feast on that while I have a salad. My mouth is watering already.
My goal right now is to get through the induction phase, which is 2 weeks. I plan on not even having a lick of alcohol and sticking to water only. I have to stay within 20 grams of carbs per day. After the 2 week period Ill gage where to venture next .I am hoping I will post a loss .a BIG one!
I can do this. I really can.
It all starts with me, only me. I am the only one who can change myself.
And I plan on rewarding myself along the way .I am trying to think if things right now. Maybe Disney $$ for every pound lost, new goods at certain check points Ill have to think on it and maybe even get Charming in on the deal. *note* discuss with Charming this evening J
Today on my lunch hour I went to the Y and did 30 minutes on the bike and 100 crunches. I did that yesterday as well. In addition to the Atkins, for the next two weeks I am going to go to the Y every day for lunch, then Ill taper off to three days a week. I can do it. (self encouragement) its only 2 weeks. 2 weeks is nothing. Nothing people. Ill probably be in here a lot the next two weeks trying to keep motivated and on track. So ye have been warned!
We are heading to the World in May and I want to look better than a cow in stilettos. I want to look good, damn good. Hence the jumpstart on Atkins. I realize I wont lose 22 pounds in the next 50 days, but who knows gotta start somewhere.
7 weeks from today, thats what I have. I can do it. I can be lighter. I can be a loser. I can and I will be lighter by the time we leave in May.
Tonight may be a struggle the first night. My princess starts swim lessons so at least we will be out of the house until 6:30 or so. Shes a lucky gal tall and thin and some days I would bet she has a tapeworm.
And good ole American Idol is on. I will do crunches while watching and squats through the commercials. Thats the ticket. I will get my skinny, non-mom jeans out of the closet where they are collecting dust and hang them on the fridge. I will get in to them, eventually. I will get back to a Bad Girl bod just you wait and see.
Bad Girl affirmation for today: Good Golly, Im a Hot Tamale! (taken from the officially Bad Girl calendar)
Ill depart with, nothing tastes as good as thin feels.